Thursday, July 2, 2009
Walking With You
I never got to meet my little one. He/She was gone to soon. I wish I would have. I have so many regrets with that loss. (None that I had any control over). I wish they would have kept me in the hospital, not sent me home to lose my baby in the toilet. The doctor that came is was so cold(he honestly tried not to be). He checked me and said that I was in the process of miscarrying. Said sorry and sent me home. No words of encouragement, nothing to help the emotional or physical pain. Just sent home to "lose" my baby. The whole time all I though was I didnt "lose" it, it died.